I love to look at pretty babes. Just by looking at their almost-perfect features and stick thin figure makes me gleeful. But it dawn upon me that maybe you're better off with these girls. I know you always love pretty girls with stick thin figures. Perhaps or really, Im not good enough for you. I cant help but think, why are we tgt in the first place.
And I spoke the first lie to you ytd night. I shouldnt have. I freaked out the moment you asked me when is the last time I lied - I wanted to tell you Ive never before. But I did lie. This one lie caused me to be guilt-stricken. I shld have just told you that my fren will be sending me home, why did I even beat ard the bush. Sigh.
For the first time, Im withdrawing myself back. I dont wanna talk to you on phone for too long, I dont wanna reply your text.
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Ive decided. I need to have to have a space for my thoughts. And so, flyheartsays. I was so pissed with livejournal bcos my heartsays.livejournal.com is loading damn slow. Im not exactly happy, but this is the first post, I shall shut my depressed mouth till next.
Ive always wanted to write it down on a journal. Say, the first time he got mad at me, the first time he flare at me, the first time he hug me, the first place he brought me..
Anyhow, its obvious this space is for AT
yes my ugly myanmar boyfriend
yes my ugly myanmar boyfriend
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